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| I will probably never leave this town.
Sad reality, but its about time I understood this.
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| FATASS
FATASSFATASSFATASS
FATASS
FATASS
FATASSFATASS
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| so yea, lets see im still broke. but on the plus side Roberto is home this weekend....you know its funny, i think i know him pretty well, but i learn new things about him all the time, i love itt, except i keep having dreams about him, where...well nevermind haha. haha the money agh please kill me im still broke as fuck, i have $78 in my pocket, $25 for application fee to Roosevelt, some for gas, and the rest for my express and capital one cards. but i have to work tonight and im hoping ill make some money, im hoping at least $30....haha yea right thats hoping way too much, i really need a second job so i can save money for school, i dont have ANY money, i really have no clue what im going to do, if i don`t make it to school this spring i think, im done trying...i guess i just wasnt meant for it, thats pretty sad...but i dont know...maybe ill just be stuck here forever, and become what so many people around here, NOTHING.
i cant really complain about anything else right now...i guess i just need to stop eating. i really do, i can feel my body gettting grosser and grosser....i dont know. i never know, i guess thats a problem....
ok im just rambling, so i should stop.
peace out niggys.
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| so yea, lets see im still broke. but on the plus side Roberto is home this weekend....you know its funny, i think i know him pretty well, but i learn new things about him all the time, i love itt. haha the money agh please kill me im still broke as fuck, i have $78 in my pocket, $25 for application fee to Roosevelt, some for gas, and the rest for my express and capital one cards. but i have to work tonight and im hoping ill make some money, im hoping at least $30....haha yea right thats hoping way too much, i really need a second job so i can save money for school, i dont have ANY money, i really have no clue what im going to do, if i don`t make it to school this spring i think, im done trying...i guess i just wasnt meant for it, thats pretty sad...but i dont know...maybe ill just be stuck here forever, and become what so many people around here, NOTHING.
i cant really complain about anything else right now...i guess i just need to stop eating. i really do, i can feel my body gettting grosser and grosser....i dont know. i never know, i guess thats a problem....
ok im just rambling, so i should stop.
peace out niggys.
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| Im broke... so fucking broke, i hate it, i have no money. I got paid today, but you know, i get to keep non of that, its all going to stupid shit, like my insurance, ok its not stupid but still, it sucks. i have so many things to pay for and im still trying to save for school....., but its not really working... i need a second job., i dont know what im going to do, i guess i should jsut work everyday, i mean im on carside now and i`ll be a server soon, im sure of it, if im not im definitely quiting, fuck them. ok, as fas as my life, haha i miss Roberto and he`s only really been gone like 2 days.what am i gonna do when he doesnt come home for like months.... he comes home tomorrow though,just fot the weekend and im excited, i`ve been looking forward to it since tuesday, i know im lame, but its my best friend the person i tell EVERYTHING to, and i mean EVERYTHING. so im pretty excited he`ll be here tomorrow.
as far as everything else goes, it sucks, i still eat like a cow, and i cant stop. im single, hhaha, its not bad actually i really like it, im just enjoying life and you know, living it. eh owell. who needs boys anyway. My parents are being nice, i dont talk to my dad too much, but you know its always like that, my mom though has really been trying to talk to me and help me out, God what would i do with out her. anyway i guess that all for right now. i dont know when i write in here i feel really really young. ...eeeeeh... peace.
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